Memories...

(Sorry for the poor picture quality.  I need to dig out my other photo book to document more pictures)

Yesterday would have been my mom's 56th birthday.  I can't believe she has been gone for almost 23 years.  I think of her almost everyday still, but for the most part it isn't a sad thing anymore.  I am grateful for the few memories I do have of her and for the great example she left for me to follow. 

I did get a little emotional yesterday thinking about her.  Now that I have kids of my own I realize just how much my mom loved her children.  I know that she had hard days too, but when it came down to it we were her life and what gave her joy.  I feel closer to her now that I am a mom even though it has been many years since she passed. 

Yesterday I missed her more than I usually do.  I ached for her to give me advice on how to be a good mom to three children.  I felt a little empty that she isn't coming to help when the baby is born.  I wanted to call her and tell her how tired and uncomfortable I am. 

Luckily I have lots of people in my life who are willing to fill in those empty spaces in my heart.  And I am so grateful for my knowledge of the gospel of Jesus Christ.  I know my family will be together forever.

Happy Birthday Mom!!!